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am i done yet? [25 Sep 2015|06:21pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

god i need a break. something has to give.

1. my pain is ridonkulous and isn't stopping and thereby resulting in little to no sleep, twitching, brain fog, suicidal ideation, etc. and the inability to work so i have no money
2. every major appliance i own has needed repair or replacement since august 14th (my birthday, happy birthday)
3. bliss is being stressed and was poorly trained by mueller resulting in their crazy demands of going faster than she should be right out of training
4. indie has an internal lipoma that may eventually need surgery
5. angel's allergies aren't getting any better and she is still on daily meds making her prone to bacterial and yeast infections
6. mischa has a stone in her bladder now with terribly bloody urine, and is having diarrhea and an upset tummy from the meds and hates the special diet food
7. olivia continues to attack angel for no reason
8. my car is making a terrible sound when it is started and feels funny when driven
9. family friend just died of cancer this week
10. i have no money. none. at all.
11. i can't do anything and never do anything other than go to doctors or my parents house
12. can't find a therapist that takes my insurance
13. can't get into a pain management center that will help me and not demand i get another nerve block or have the spinal stimulator implanted
14. piloniodal cyst

can't take this much longer. if it wasn't for the cats and how no one could care for them properly i'd already be gone. 

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[09 Jul 2014|04:09pm]
[ mood | amused ]

i totally forgot about lj.

maybe i'll start posting again.


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Buffalo Animal Rights..... Monday 11/9 at 5pm [08 Nov 2009|08:33am]
Hi everyone,

Please come help out tomorrow.

What: Anti-slaughterhouse demonstration
When: Monday, November 9, 5 p.m.
Where: City Hall, 714 Ridge Rd., Lackawanna

Please join local animal advocates to challenge the opening of a live-animal market and slaughterhouse within the city of Lackawanna.

A live-animal market and slaughterhouse does not fall under federally mandated guidelines established through the Humane Slaughter Act passed by Congress. This means animals may be fully conscious when their throats are cut. Animals then will be hung upside down by one leg and left to bleed out, kicking and screaming for up to an hour in most cases. Often, these poor animals suffer from injuries while dangling on these hoists.

Local activists need concerned citizens to join them to protest the building of such a facility in Lackawanna. Please help them pass out leaflets and hold signs, which will be provided. Just bring yourself and anyone you can recruit to join you. Contact Jeffery L. Termini at 716-380-7667 or humanehuman@roadrunner.com for further details or to RSVP...or just show up as I said I'd be bringing people!!

What: Anti-slaughterhouse demonstration
When: Monday, November 9, 5 p.m.
Where: City Hall, 714 Ridge Rd., Lackawanna

Please cross-post this message and forward it to others who might be interested in standing up for animals killed for their flesh.

More information can be found at http://www.stopliveanimalmarkets.com/

Hope to see some of you there! 
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rolflmao [15 Dec 2008|08:32pm]
[ mood | amused ]

while flipping through the channels bliss and i caught this exchge on "how i met your mother" 

No i don't know their names so they are guy and chick.

guy:  where are the tv's?
chick (on phone while crowd surfing) i sold them for tickets to a nine inch nails concert
guy: but they cost $2000 each
chick: i know, last minute plane tickets to spain are expensive

holy hell!! they got it! hahahahahaha


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history [05 Nov 2008|12:31am]
[ mood | there are no words ]

i've got a tear in my eye.  amazing!

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[24 Oct 2008|04:12pm]



oh sooo good...

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[10 Jun 2008|03:53pm]
[ mood | amused ]


couldn't make this work so just go watch this.  its great. 

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[04 Jun 2008|06:34pm]
[ mood | content ]

Governor Patterson is doing a poll on whether people support his decision. Take 5 seconds to lodge your support, just call 1-518-474-8390. You will talk to a live person from the Governor's office during business hours.  Just say "I support the Governor's position on same sex marriage," then give them your 5 digit (New York) zip code. 

Or go to http://www.ny.gov/governor/contact/index.html and click on the link to e-mail the Governor.  Or do both! It only takes a minute to let him know you support him in his fight for equal rights.

Done and Done.  Took me less than 3 minutes to do both.  Thank god for a more progressive Gov in this state (even though he really did wait for cali first, but hey. who cares??)  Spitzer seeing a whore was the best thing to happen to the NY GLBT community in years. haha

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[09 May 2008|04:40pm]

i loathe money.

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[18 Mar 2008|10:58am]
[ mood | content ]

saul williams
alien sex fiend
the bravery
she wants revenge
bella morte
type o 
creature feature

oh and maybe nin

tours in 2008 look promising....::off to go see who else is on the road::

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[19 Jul 2007|10:11am]
[ mood | amused ]


hehehehehahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! oh man this made my day. thanks bliss

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[09 Jul 2007|01:51pm]
[ mood | confused ]

lots lots lots going on but have no time to update as of late. everything in my life is upside down right now but as soon as i have a better grasp of what the hell is going on in my life i'll get down to the updating. so, until then all i have to say is...

hi everyone!! ::waves:: hope you are all well. i'll talk to you all soon i hope.

take care.


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amazing haha [02 Jul 2007|01:20pm]
[ mood | amused ]


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[24 Feb 2007|02:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]


"i'm jesus fucked up the words..."

trent messed up the entire second verse of suck said "i'm fucking up" and then started singing again and threw that in. sooo good...oh yeah...bliss just reminded me that i could put the video up so here it is. haha

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omg this has NOTHING to do with nin... ::gasp:: ;) [21 Feb 2007|08:38pm]
[ mood | curious ]

this has to be one of the greatest news stories i have seen in a long time. hahaCollapse )

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[03 Feb 2007|01:22am]
[ mood | okay ]

could boys be any more confusing?? like seriously. i mean dammit!! ::sigh:: frustrated.

that is all.

anyway, going through (yet another) nin obsessive moment and have been watching "closure" (again) and "and all that could have been" and i just checked airfare to europe, australia, and japan... ::sigh:: being poor sucks. god i wanna go to australia, and not just because of nin either... ;)

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Woo Hoo!!! [20 Jan 2007|01:50pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Hillary Clinton makes presidential bid
5.52, Sat Jan 20 2007

Hillary Clinton is planning to form an exploratory committee for the 2008 presidential race.

She made the announcement on her website where she stated: "I'm in. And I'm in to win".

The second-term US senator from New York is considered a frontrunner ahead of five other candidates in the Democratic White House field.

The move is the first step toward a full presidential bid.

She said: "I am forming a presidential exploratory committee. I am not just staring a campaign though, I am beginning a conversation with you, with America.

"After six years of George Bush it is time to renew the promise of America."

The wife of former President Bill Clinton made history with her bid for US Senate in New York in 2000, becoming the first former first lady to win one of the most powerful political jobs in the nation.

Clinton, 59, was re-elected by a huge margin to a second Senate term last November.

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[15 Jan 2007|12:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]

One of these things is not like the other...one of these things does not belong...

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

This image from AOL's welcome screen last night just amused the hell out of me. The two women are all peaches and cream, all-american, happy scrappy and jammed in between the two is pasty manson. oooohhhh...so amused by this. haha
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[11 Jan 2007|12:59am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Okay, after seeing a few different lists of movies that have been going around on lj and myspace where you mark which ones you have seen and take a tally, Bliss and I decided to come up with a list of horror/slasher/thriller/dark/disturbing movies that we have seen. We stopped at 220 because it was getting ridiculous (even though we keep coming up with more and more and more). So, for those of you with some time on your hands, I'm really curious to see which of these you have seen too. So, ummm yeah.

have fun :)

Long Movie List AhoyCollapse )

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great e-mail from sara [14 Dec 2006|04:56pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

i had a dream that i was in the car with someone who started playing a
Cure cd, and that i really liked it. and suddenly i was a cure fan, and
wondering how i was going to break that news to you.

hehehe i love you sara! i still say that this was a horrible nightmare though. horrible horrible horrible nightmare. i would have woke up screaming ;)

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